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Jan. 11th, 2024 01:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Life is a comedy.
July 3rd, two posts ago:
"Since I moved out, I feel like I've changed a lot.. Well, in fact, I feel like I haven't changed at all, but that's sort of why I'm posting"
"All of this feels very new to me, and yet every time I think about it, my eleven year old self appears, with his books of folklore and his broom skirts and his fantasy literature and a new, but discreet, love of folk music."
"I feel like a different person than I was in February, in many ways, all of them positive"
" I guess I just feel like I'm growing into the adult that eleven year old Bow wanted to be, and it's okay that I skipped over sixteen years in the middle."
November 9th, last post:
"So I've repeatedly, over the past couple of years for sure but probably periodically just Through Life, felt that I wished that there was some kind of intermediary stage between Has DID and Doesn't Have DID, because I felt very certainly that I did not have DID, but also felt that I didn't entirely not Have DID."
"[Tank], we think, was "host" when I/the body was a teenager."
I think the first set of thoughts fed into the second coalescing but also what a pair of posts to see next to each other.
July 3rd, two posts ago:
"Since I moved out, I feel like I've changed a lot.. Well, in fact, I feel like I haven't changed at all, but that's sort of why I'm posting"
"All of this feels very new to me, and yet every time I think about it, my eleven year old self appears, with his books of folklore and his broom skirts and his fantasy literature and a new, but discreet, love of folk music."
"I feel like a different person than I was in February, in many ways, all of them positive"
" I guess I just feel like I'm growing into the adult that eleven year old Bow wanted to be, and it's okay that I skipped over sixteen years in the middle."
November 9th, last post:
"So I've repeatedly, over the past couple of years for sure but probably periodically just Through Life, felt that I wished that there was some kind of intermediary stage between Has DID and Doesn't Have DID, because I felt very certainly that I did not have DID, but also felt that I didn't entirely not Have DID."
"[Tank], we think, was "host" when I/the body was a teenager."
I think the first set of thoughts fed into the second coalescing but also what a pair of posts to see next to each other.